- Wanting to buy things I can't afford like. And I can't afford anything. So basically, I'm sick of wanting and needing anything. Is there a pill I can take to turn off the 'want'?
- I'm sick of not being able to fit into 80% of the clothes in my closet. I can't afford to replace them (see above comment).
- I'm sick of stressing out about $$. Why are we further behind in our late 30's then we were in our late 20's? I know why - because 20 year old Jessica spent too much and planned for the wrong stuff. Basically, 20-year-old-Jessica did not have a crystal ball to predict the future and for some reason my 30-year-old-self feels really guilty about that. Ugh. Breathe, let it go.
What does this have to do with my 31 days topic of weight loss? Freakin nothing. I'm just ranting. In the under 2 weeks that I've tried to blog more, I've worked out less and gained a couple of pounds. I think I'm missing the forest for the trees here. Less internet, More gym. Ugh ugh ugh. ugh.
So on that happy note, I shall hit 'publish.' At least I wrote something today. Hope you're feeling better than me today.
Forgive 20-year old you. She enjoyed the time she had. 30's you has to figure out how to enjoy the time SHE has. If 20's you had saved a ton, she would have missed some experiences and, who knows, something might have happened to take all that money away. I hear all of the above complaints and concerns, though, and echo them thoroughly.
ReplyDeleteHugs.